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Category: Writing Struggles

Enter: Po.

My mind is full of stories. I can’t stop. I’m supposed to be editing my novel. While I have started the beginning over, I haven’t touched the rest in days. It sits in a pink binder gathering dust while I rework the first pages, send myself voice memos of lines that I must add throughout, and write.  What am I writing? A trilogy.  I.Can’t.Stop.Writing. This is a problem.  I created a new world in my head. One set in the future. (Yes, dystopian society) I can’t get…

Beginnings

A quick word on beginnings. As a writer, I know that it is my job to hook the reader immediately. If I don’t, they will put the book down and move on to something else, something better. Now that I’m in the editing process of my novel, I could not hate beginnings any more than I possibly do now. Or maybe I just hate mine.  But I digress… The beginning of my novel took place after a one night stand. Yep, Stella is mighty classy (not). But reading it after having a lot of space…

Seventy Three Thousand Eight Hundred Sixty Eight Words

My first draft of my novel is COMPLETE. (!!!!!!!!!) I cannot believe I’ve actually finished this novel! It has been a crazy process and I can’t wait to start editing and sending out query letters to agents! I already have my query done & edited and have gotten the opinion of a few people and they all love it so hopefully an agent will too!  I feel like I should pop open a bottle of champagne in celebration. It’s taken three and a half years and countless tiring hours but at 73,868 words, it…

Fun Fact #1

My novel takes place over the course of five months, beginning with the start of Estella’s senior year and ending at Midnight on New Years Eve…

Endings & Epilogues

I think I’m actually in the final chapter of my novel. I’m at least in the final “event” that is going to take place. I’m just not sure if it will take one or two chapters to fulfill this. It is a very crucial moment and it is going to be very emotional but also very pleasing to finally write it since I’ve been dreaming about this moment for so long. A word about (my) endings: I’ve probably written about ten different endings for this novel over the…

Breakthrough

I pushed through. I didn’t used to be able to do this. Once I was in a rut, it stayed that way- for a really, really, really long time. But today, I pushed through. Estella spoke and I listened.  Word count? Over Sixty Six Thousand Words. I imagine a little less than ten thousand words and I’ll be done. Maybe even a lot less. I’m in the final chapters.  And… GO…

In a rut

I’m in a rut. This happens to me every few months. It’s the reason I have taken so long completing this book. I started this book about three and a half years ago. It may seem like it shouldn’t take very long to write a book. I mean, I know the characters well, I know what I want to accomplish with them. Why is it taking so long? The answer? I get in ruts. Obnoxious ruts. I spend months not writing. I’ve been pretty good about it this time around. I&#8217…

Sixty One Thousand Words

Writing a novel has been the hardest thing I’ve ever done.  I am now over 61,000 words into my young adult novel that I started back when I was nineteen, almost twenty. I was in a loveless relationship and one day these characters became the people I loved and cared about. I dreamt them up to escape the life that I was living. I felt trapped, like I was watching my life from the outside and I would scream at myself to get out (now!) but I wasn’t listening. I was too wrapped up in…