What if?

I’m nervous. So damn nervous. Matt is coming tonight. I repeat: Matt is coming tonight! I know, I’ve dated plenty. But this guy, he was it. I have this thing about people. When I meet them, I can almost immediately tell if they are going to mean something to me. It’s a feeling thing. I’m almost always right. I had it with him, and when he left with no word, I kind of started questioning myself. But now that he’s back it’s like the universe is shaking me awake again.


What if he’s changed? What if I’ve changed? What if there isn’t the spark like there used to be? What if I’ve romanticized everything in my head?

But… what if it’s magic? What if it’s everything I’ve been waiting for? What if this is it?