I’m nervous. So damn nervous. Matt is coming tonight. I repeat: Matt is coming tonight! I know, I’ve dated plenty. But this guy, he was it. I have this thing about people. When I meet them, I can almost immediately tell if they are going to mean something to me. It’s a feeling thing. I’m almost always right. I had it with him, and when he left with no word, I kind of started questioning myself. But now that he’s back it’s like the universe is shaking me…