Something new.

So, there’s this guy. It’s totally wrong. There are so many obstacles. But there he is. The more we talk, the more I see it… A beginning.

I promised myself I would not get into a relationship this year. But I can’t help but think about the possibilities with this guy. He’s funny. He’s kind. He’s so much fun to be around.

Maybe trying won’t be bad. Maybe I need to stop being so against finding someone. After being cheated on and physically and verbally abused by an ex, it’s kind of hard to want to try again. But I can feel this flutter of hope in me. It’s something I’ve been trying to ignore but I just can’t.

So here’s to new beginnings. It’s funny, even when you’re talking to multiple guys, one always stands out and makes you question how you feel about the rest.