There’s a place between now and forever where our lives hum and vibrate through time. There’s a place full of emotions that vary between deep depression and the highest bliss. There are times when I wonder how such lows and highs are possible so close together, how such beings are capable of such complexities of feeling happiness and sadness all at once. I bleed sadness easily. I’ve always been able to do this. But happiness has been harder, trying. Happiness has been something that always felt forgeign until I was inside of it, until…