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Baby Two: 20 Weeks Pregnant

Baby Lamotta is due September 28th, 2017! Today is 5/11/17 which means I’m 20 weeks! Throw the confetti! I’m halfway there! (WOAHHHH… LIVIN’ ON A PRAYERRRRR) Baby is the size of a paper airplane. I’ve gained… only 8 pounds! I checked all my baby apps and they said 10-12 is the norm so I have no clue how I’m only 8 pounds heavier. But Erica tells me it looks like I’ve actually lost weight. Perhaps it was the whole being sick most of this pregnancy…

Baby Two: 19 Weeks Pregnant

Baby Lamotta is due September 28th, 2017! Today is 5/4/17 which means I’m 19 weeks pregnant! Woo! May the fourth be with you! (I don’t know why I said that. I don’t even like Star Wars. Proceed.) Baby is the size of a gameboy! Baby is a… have you heard? Have you heard?! SHE’S A PRINCESS!! IT’S A GIRL! IT’S A GIRL! SHOUT IT FROM THE DANG ROOF TOPS! (I’m excited – can you tell?) We had our Superhero or Princess themed gender reveal last…

The Impact Grief Has on You When You Find Out You’re Pregnant

A week after I found out I was pregnant, I wrote this about my grief during pregnancy. I still have some of these same fears, but I feel less terrified now that I know she’s a girl. It feels like my mom gave me this gift from the beyond. <3 —– They don’t tell you how you’ll feel when life begins again. Grief had taught me many things over the last seven months, but it didn’t teach me how to feel about new life. It didn’t tell me how terrified I’d…

Baby Two: 18 Weeks Pregnant

    Baby Lamotta is due September 28th, 2017! Today is 4/27/17 which means I’m 18 weeks preggo! Baby is the size of a slingshot! Baby is a… WE FIND OUT TONIGHT!! 🙂 SUPERHERO OR PRINCESS! Midwife appointment this week? NOPE. Buttttt I had my ultrasound appointment at Wake Med North. My dad came with me since Jordan had to work. It was so fun seeing the little one. This baby was moving SO much that the ultrasound tech was getting frustrated because she couldn’t get the important pics she needed but…

Baby Two: 17 Weeks Pregnant

Baby Lamotta is due September 28th, 2017! Today is 4/20/17 which means I’m 17 weeks pregnant! Baby is the size of game console controller Baby is a… one more weeeeeek! Thinking girl based on the crazy high heartbeat.  Midwife appointment this week? Nope! Current mood: Stressed. Work has been kicking my booty.  Cravings: Sweeeeets. Gimme all the easter candy! And root beer and/or cream soda. (the kind with cane sugar) Food Aversions: Still pizza and onions. And random other things.  The yucky stuff: This baby is right on my bladder so any time I have to…

Baby Two: 16 Weeks Pregnant

Baby Lamotta is due September 28th, 2017! Today is 4/13/17 which means I’m 16 weeks! Baby is the size of an action figure! Baby is a… two weeks until we know! But lately I’m thinking boy. I’m holding high again like I did with Jude. Midwife appointment this week? Nope Current mood: Feeling good! Just busy with work. And glad that Jordan and I finally have a baby name if it’s a boy now. We could not decide on one. We’ve got a girl one too. 🙂 Cravings: Baked potatoes…

Baby Two: 15 Weeks Pregnant

  Baby Lamotta is due September 28th, 2017! Today is 4/6/17 which means I’m 15 weeks! Baby is the size of a box of crayons. 🙂 Baby is a… princess or superhero! We find out at our gender reveal party in exactly 3 weeks! Doctor’s appointment this week? Yep! It was with a different midwife, who was not quite as colorful (let’s stick to the crayon theme) as the last, but still very nice. She let Jude help with the doppler and then let him listen to his own heartbeat too. Baby’s heartbeat…

How Much Would Have Changed?

Often since my mom passed away, I think of the turns in life that didn’t happen the way we expected and I wonder if things would have turned out differently. When we lived in Germany and were getting ready to come back to the States, we were originally headed to California for our next base assignment. My mom sold every piece of winter clothing we had. At the last minute, things changed. We ended up getting stationed at Fort Drum, NY. Obviously, my mom wasn’t thrilled she’d let all our snow suits go. And…

Baby Two: 14 Weeks Pregnant

Baby Lamotta is due September 28th, 2017! Today is 3/30/17 which means I’m 14 weeks! 2nd trimester, baby!! Baby is the size of a troll doll! Baby is a… not sure but will know in less than a month! eeek! Doctor’s appointment this week? No   Current mood: Happy! I’m finally starting to feel better and my thesis is almost out the door. 🙂 Cravings: Last night I craved Mexican! I’ve been really wanting carbs too.  Food Aversions: Salty foods, pizza, honestly most things. It’s a day to day thing. One day…

Baby Two: 13 Weeks Pregnant

Baby Lamotta is due September 28th, 2017! Today is 3/27/17 which means I’m 13 weeks, 4 days. (the pic is from 13 weeks, 1 day) Baby is the size of a matchbox car! Baby is a… baby. Exactly a month until we know! Doctor’s appointment this week? Nope.   Current mood: Nauseated (is that a mood?) and sad Cravings: Fruit  Food Aversions: Still can’t eat pizza. Caramelized onions make me want to gag. Sour and salty foods are a no go. The yucky stuff: From Tuesday night to Friday of last week I was SO…