I’m not usually one with little to say, but I find myself just smiling a lot lately, unable to really form coherent sentences. Perhaps it’s just the magic of the season, or maybe it’s just magic. Whatever the case, I watch movies like Love Actually and Serendipity, and I don’t think they are crazy, I don’t want to throw up, and I actually think to myself: what a beautiful story.
I don’t want to speak too soon, because I’ve put faith in people before and have been disappointed. But, something feels different this time. There’s something really natural, and special, about our time together. Something that tells me that this has potential to actually turn into something- something great too.
I feel like a silly school girl, crushing on the older guy who would never be interested in me… except he actually is. And when he kisses me, it is magic. It is hot, and sweet, gentle and fierce. It is like I’m right where I’m supposed to be.
Sometimes you just want to stand still with someone… and I’m so happy when I’m standing still with him. So cheers to Christmas. Cheers to having someone to kiss on midnight on New Years. Cheers to new beginnings. I cannot wait to see what 2016 has in store for me.