Christian told me she told him about my accident. He didn’t even bother to reach out and see if Jude and I are okay. I’m trying so hard not to say anything… I’ve formed more than one text and didn’t send. But… Really? How can he not even care if we are okay? How is it so easy to erase any feeling he ever had for me and Jude?
He Was supposed to be it. He was supposed to be there during the hard times. All he’s done is let me down lately. I just want him to care.
I know I have to let him come to me. I know that I can’t keep bothering him. But Damn it hurts that he doesn’t even try to reach out and see if we are okay.