God, sometimes silence is so freaking loud.
I saw him. I touched him. I felt him.
It was all wrong.
I don’t know how I feel. He asked me to give him time. He said he never said he wouldn’t come back.
i don’t know how I feel. We haven’t spoken since it happened. I’ve tried not to think about him or what happened.
I I honestly don’t know what I want anymore.
except this… I want to laugh. I want to smile. I want to hold those I love close and never let go. I’m so glad we are doing friendsgiving. Some of these people are my family. I love them more than they even realize.
One more thing I know for sure is that no matter what happens, I’ll be okay. I have to be.