I was wrong about Matt. Just like I was wrong about Ryan. Just like I’ve been wrong about every guy since Jason and I called it quits. I have this idea in my head that things will suddenly just fall into place. But life has not been that kind to me. My life hardly makes sense to myself anymore. I want to believe that there are guys out there who are legitimately nice guys. I really do. But I feel like all I do is get led on. All I do is hear false promises. When will it…